like leaves on an autumn tree,
the pieces of my heart fall down one by one.
the fall is long and hard;
not knowing where it will land.
you are the wind;
controlling and inescapable.
you play with the leaves;
trick them, tease them, taunt them.
this season of our love,
it's supposed to be happy and beautiful.
but the days grow darker,
and more leaves begin to crumble.
there's no knowing where the wind may carry the leaves.
no knowing of what's ahead.
soon all that's left is the bare tree in my heart;
one leaf remains.
through the wind's sad songs,
and the dark night's lonesome,
it will still hang high;
waiting for a miracle
crystal blue,
are his dazzling eyes.
today they were navy;
more beautiful than the sky.
a simple crush.
in his eyes there are more stars
than a clear summer night's sky.
she'd spend forever,
getting lost until she cries.
a wound is created.
they draw her in,
and don't let her go.
but he's not worth it,
she should know.
he's becoming a part of her.
yet she still doesn't give up,
she keeps on needing him.
when she's with him her world is beautiful,
without him the day is dark and grim.
a bruise trapped within her skin.
he is wound on her,
that won't seem to go away.
she needs to stop,
because he's becoming a scar each an
i'm trying to shine,
but i'm not strong enough.
your beautiful blue eyes
never meet my dark endless ones,
because you're locked on her.
this feeling won't go away,
no matter how poorly you treat me.
you saw me cry and didn't say a word,
but you saw her cry and comforted her.
it hurts for you to walk away from me,
to be next to her.
when i try to shine,
she eclipses me.
please realize it hurts,
please realize you made a mistake.
please make the pain go away,
please come back to me.
please forget the world,
please don't forget me.
please love me,
please hold me,
please don't let me fall.
please think of me,
and realize what you've done.
please think twice,
and please turn my life around.
please rethink it all,
and we can be a miracle together.
it seems as if
every time i try
to look on the brighter side of things
everything gets darker than it was before.
i listen to an angel's voice
to try to ease the pain
but i feel like i'm alone in this world.
i want to be happy for once
im tired of being upset.
why can nothing ever go right for me?
tonight i'll cry myself to sleep
with that angel's voice in my ear.
please save me from the fall
please shine down on me
please follow me wherever i go
please stay by my side.
i need someone like you to love me
it's too bad your untouchable.
therefore i'm alone.
the face of a porcelain doll.
he tries to hide his angelic wings from the world.
he sings a song
of his lonesome tragedy.
a voice so strong,
yet so weakened by fear.
it puts hearts to shame,
and tears on a face.
his wings won't work,
because they're powered by love.
yet his tear-stained face
is still radiant with beauty.
the angel in my dream was him;
full of tears and angst.
he's all i ever wanted;
i could help him through the pain.
but he is the one thing i can never have.
like leaves on an autumn tree,
the pieces of my heart fall down one by one.
the fall is long and hard;
not knowing where it will land.
you are the wind;
controlling and inescapable.
you play with the leaves;
trick them, tease them, taunt them.
this season of our love,
it's supposed to be happy and beautiful.
but the days grow darker,
and more leaves begin to crumble.
there's no knowing where the wind may carry the leaves.
no knowing of what's ahead.
soon all that's left is the bare tree in my heart;
one leaf remains.
through the wind's sad songs,
and the dark night's lonesome,
it will still hang high;
waiting for a miracle
crystal blue,
are his dazzling eyes.
today they were navy;
more beautiful than the sky.
a simple crush.
in his eyes there are more stars
than a clear summer night's sky.
she'd spend forever,
getting lost until she cries.
a wound is created.
they draw her in,
and don't let her go.
but he's not worth it,
she should know.
he's becoming a part of her.
yet she still doesn't give up,
she keeps on needing him.
when she's with him her world is beautiful,
without him the day is dark and grim.
a bruise trapped within her skin.
he is wound on her,
that won't seem to go away.
she needs to stop,
because he's becoming a scar each an
i'm trying to shine,
but i'm not strong enough.
your beautiful blue eyes
never meet my dark endless ones,
because you're locked on her.
this feeling won't go away,
no matter how poorly you treat me.
you saw me cry and didn't say a word,
but you saw her cry and comforted her.
it hurts for you to walk away from me,
to be next to her.
when i try to shine,
she eclipses me.
please realize it hurts,
please realize you made a mistake.
please make the pain go away,
please come back to me.
please forget the world,
please don't forget me.
please love me,
please hold me,
please don't let me fall.
please think of me,
and realize what you've done.
please think twice,
and please turn my life around.
please rethink it all,
and we can be a miracle together.
it seems as if
every time i try
to look on the brighter side of things
everything gets darker than it was before.
i listen to an angel's voice
to try to ease the pain
but i feel like i'm alone in this world.
i want to be happy for once
im tired of being upset.
why can nothing ever go right for me?
tonight i'll cry myself to sleep
with that angel's voice in my ear.
please save me from the fall
please shine down on me
please follow me wherever i go
please stay by my side.
i need someone like you to love me
it's too bad your untouchable.
therefore i'm alone.
the face of a porcelain doll.
he tries to hide his angelic wings from the world.
he sings a song
of his lonesome tragedy.
a voice so strong,
yet so weakened by fear.
it puts hearts to shame,
and tears on a face.
his wings won't work,
because they're powered by love.
yet his tear-stained face
is still radiant with beauty.
the angel in my dream was him;
full of tears and angst.
he's all i ever wanted;
i could help him through the pain.
but he is the one thing i can never have.
rachael amber. i am fourteen. music is my life. Tokio Hotel means the world to me. And no one can change that. humanoid! so is photography, drawing, books, and writing. i am very creative, very individual, and very thoughtful. i don't want to be like everyone else. I want to be different and unique. And I don't care what others think about me.
Favourite genre of music: meaningful. MP3 player of choice: ipod classic, silver.
Favourite Visual Artist
Tokio Hotel; Bill Kaulitz.
Favourite Movies
uninvited.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
TOKIO HOTEL.
Other Interests
writing, photography, reading, music, guitar, tokio hotel, life.
It's been a while since I've been into photography. I get these annoying phases. One week I'm into writing, the next its guitar, the next it's drawing. I sort of think it's photography right now.. not sure. Tomorrow I have school up until Wednesday then it's break. :D During break I'll have plenty of time to take pictures if I stay interested lol. Probably. I'll probably have a mix of interests these following weeks. (:
I'm so excited for Christmas. :D Five days away. I can't wait for break either. I need to relax and I'm sick of work and constantly being disappointed by my grades. Also, I'm sick of drama.
Enjoy your holidays everyone. :D